January 18, 2010
Something Made Different
"Nothing has changed." -- I always say this whenever someone asks me how's my life lately. I make believe that there's nothing really changed ever since. I am still the same Debie as before. My dreams keep on changing maybe that is why I act differently and speak what I believe. In reality, I am stuck with things I never dreamed of. I never got the chance to reach my dreams and even if there were chances, I didn't grab it cos I was too afraid of sacrifices and some people became hindrance most of the time. That sometimes I hate them to the point of blaming them too much.
Maybe I just dream a lot.
Maybe my dreams are too high for me to reach.
Maybe I should quit dreaming and start facing the reality as what it is.
But what is living without having a dream?
Is dreaming good?
Is reality good?