May 20, 2009

Mama

I dreamt of my mama this morning and in my dream I was crying while looking at my mama lying on her bed but she smiled at me and she held my hand so tight. That was the most beautiful dream I've ever dreamt! I woke up with a big smile on my face! and said, "This should be a beautiful day!"

You know what? I may not understand why mama smiled at me and held me so tightly. But I think its because she wants me to stay calm amidst all the troubles I've been to these past few days. I've been crying and crying every night before I go to sleep. I'm worried about something that might change everything about and around me. Maybe she knew that I can't stand these things anymore. She is the most understanding person I've ever known!

Thank you mama for always being there. Though I can't personally talk to you whenever I need something unlike before still you made me feel that you're still there. You never put me down. You're always here... beside me. Thank you so much!

You made my day, ma! :)

May 16, 2009

After That, I Faced My Own Depression

WHY DO I ALWAYS GET
THE LEAST PART OF EVERYTHING?

WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE 
TO FACE FEAR AND SACRIFICE FOR SOMETHING?

WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE 
MY LIMITS?

WHY CAN'T I LIVE MY LIFE 
AS HAPPY AS IT SHOULD BE?

May 7, 2009

Galit Ba Ang Langit?

Tang-ina!
Gabi gabi na akong kinakabahan.
Sa tuwing naririnig ko siya,
Hindi ako mapakali.
Bakit kaya?

Para bang galit na galit siya sa akin.
Tatlong araw na siyang ganito.
Gabi gabi naririnig ko.
Bakit kaya?

Wala naman akong nagawang masama sa kanya.
Ni hindi ko nga siya pinapansin..
Sa tingin mo?
Bakit kaya?
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